6 thing im still wondering why Im telling

I have been tagged by Kween

The Rules......you're to write 6 revealing, strange/quirky things about yourself on your blog and then tag 6 people to do the same....(no specific order)

1. I have an anger problem (I really need anger management)

2. If you know me, you will know this Food is my life without it we are back at #1

3.When im lonely I sleep with and hold my stuff animals.

4. The 3 reasons a shake (mad, nerves, and horny)

5.When im so mad that I cry .... that the warning that im about to flip out (no responsible for any action after that 1st tear)

6. I have a nightly line up (Sister-sister, That's so raven, Boy meets world and Family guy)then i finally go to sleep around 3 in the morning)

Kells
Rell
Reggie
Anonymous (too bad i dont have a link for u)
Paula D
Everyone that reads this is tagged....lol

Whats going on

What is going on with the kids today? I don't even really blame the kids because they only do what they are allowed to do. You would be surprised at the number of elementary and Middle school kids having or trying to have sex. Mainly oral sex among the young population. I just don't understand how so many people think this is ok and believe its all a part of growing up. I don't think parents are taking enough time out for there kids. Kids need love and affections and I don't think there is enough of that happening these days. Parents are just so busy with one or two jobs, just so the bills can be paid. Trying to still have a personal life outside of everything else. Something has to be done before its to late. Kids also need a good ass kicking along with that love. Like my mom always said I did it because I love you...LOL. But if society ignores the desperate cry from these children, what's going to happen when they are the adults of the world? Am I the only one that see the need of something being done for these children?

3 Wishes

Imagine walking down the street minding your own business. While walking you kick a can off the curb. Approximately two min. Later you notice a strange man following you. You begin to get worried and not sure of what to do. So you decide to get you gone out of you dip. When you turn around and aim your gun at this strange man he yells "Chill Yo". I am a genie and im here to grant you 3 wishes. Without even thinking you just want to get the first three wishes you can think of. The genie stops you and say be very careful of what you wish for because these wishes can never be reversed and you have to deal with the consequences of each wish.

What are your 3 wishes and why?

Weakness

3:38 3/9/06 Weakness Current mood: chill
Often taken for granted
because my kindness is my weakness
is said
my kindness is my weakness
I looked for ur needs so i can try and meet them
I do good deeds not just so somebody can see them
I witness your tears so I caught them with my lips
letting your tear drops enter into this stream of mines
so that we can intertwine and become one
become one
becoming one meaning no longer two
meaning no longer me and no longer u
now we become us
so
when ur hurt im hurt
when ur happy im happy
when u cry the tears now come from my eyes
but see your hurt so bad that i just dont cry tears i cry blood
blood
because ur heart has been bleeding from when u got hurt and u never got it fixed so that shit kept filling up
so everytime u get fucked over blood has no choice but to burst out
but now that we are one the blood that was in you is now in me because shorty I am u and u are me
I see the fear in ur eyes
ur trimbling because ur scared dont worrie im not going to hurt u
like those other fuckers did
just trust me, im not the cause
but now that i gave my all
my heart is open
my gaurd is down
aint that some shit
your now where to be found
I was just to nice
gave you all u ever wanted , all that you can look for
If i would have fucked you over, called you a few bitches, did disloyal shit to u
would u had fuck me over when i was most vulnerable
but my kindness was my weakness and my weakness was you
but im about to get stronger
No more us
I am Me
And u r You
SO FUCK THIS AND FUCK YOU

Today

Well today i get to work and both of my managers are gone....so today will be a chill day at work...i might just leave early and take the rest of the day for me.....i also have to get a new job this one doesn't pay good at all.....Im just trying to stay busy ...I will be back later with an update

Questions?

Friday, March 03, 2006
3/3/06 4:23pm Questions? Current mood: Puzzled
How do you continue to love someone thats afraid of love? How do you leave your heart open to someone that is afraid to walk in? What do u do when they tell you they want u to hate them because the are afraid of anything close to happiness? How do you love beyond there pain while creating your own pain? Do you leave some one that has your heart because they are to scared to accept yours? When is it time to give up on that love and move on? Can you really move on? Why does love capture your mind to the point that when that love is jeopardized your whole body shuts down? How much love does it take to defeat pain? Will that shit ever happen? Should you just choose not to love or risk you sanity to love someone that thinks they are unlovable? Why is love so difficult?
Well I dont know these answers because this is my current situation.
When i figure it out I'll holla

Fucked

3/6/06 3:43am FUCKED Current mood: In Hell of Pain
Fucked
I got fucked over
My heart got crushed
My feeling where fogotten
So im on the verge of losing my mind
doing everything not to continue to cry
Fuck love its not worth the pain, when that shit fucks up
Fuck giving your all, cause giving your all doesn't work out
Fuck you cause you hurt me
Fuck you cause you dont care
Karma going to bite you in your ass
and guess who the fuck aint going to be there
I hate your ass now, naw i really dont
I just hate what you did and the person you represent
The problem is I loved you with all my heart and you only loved me with half yours
but I cant be a friend we took it pass that level a long time ago so to you I say good bye
Good Bye Forever My Love
(What was your everything is now your nothing)